TRUST

TRUST...... -

a five letter word v all use so very often!!!little do we realise it's true meaning....
i lie to my mother about my girlfriend n say "trust me maaa he's only a friend!!"
my girlfriend lies to me about her other "SPECIAL" friends and says "trust me he's nuttin compared to you!!"
my best friend lies to me sayin "trust me malav i'll neva lie to you!!"
so here.....TRUST becomes a synonym to a LIE!!
everytime you lie....you replace it by a trust...
WE make a false world of trust around us...and ALAS!! wen our trust breaks.... the tears fall.. slowly wetting your skin....and you wonder what you did to deserve what u are deserving at the moment....
you wonder what did u eva do to fuck ur life soooo bad??
.......and then you wonder...what did you define as TRUST??
our great OXFORD dictionary defines trust as: a firm belief in the reliability or truth or strength in a person or thing;a confident expectation!!
and then again.... do words like RELIABILITY and TRUTH exist in today's world??
hmmm.....welll i realy wonder about that!!!
the whole bloody world is a SHAM.....!!
full of pathetic cowards lying to themselves!!!
it's a sorry state for me to b living in a world full of pretence(especially when i know i belong to the same category of pathetic cowards!)...
PRETENCE infront of unknown ppl n not sparing those who are close to you....
all of us pretend to b something v're not.... constantly trying hard to be what others want us to be in order to b liked.....
and all this pretence....alll the lies in the name of trust suffocate me...
feels like i'm rotting in this world...
slowly decaying in the process of being the way the society wants me to b...
slowly forgetting what trust is.....forgetting how to trust, who to trust, and when to trust...

when ppl u trust the most deceive you.....who do you turn to.... who do you trust??

Who Do I Trust??